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PenCiL~~像竹笋一样坚强~~Still a BamboO ShOot...不要停止为梦飞翔 4月1日 Start on April fools' dayI started my first job on Aprils’ fools’ day. Oh yes, I’m not fooling you. My feeling about the job is that, it’s awesome! Coz I never expect I will have such a clean & quite spacious desk. I never expect that all of my colleagues are “super” nice, including my boss. I never expect that my supervisor is really helpful and she cares about my feeling so much. I never expect that I feel so comfortable sitting by my desk, even if the whole office is quiet. I never expect… All these feelings are compared with my internship experience at Citigroup. So… All I need to do is learn more about the job (gain some experience) and do well in it (contribute to the company). Hopefully I can help them a lot in this contract year! 3月3日 A new startI can't believe that I will start my first full-time job soon! It's right after graduation. Well I've been waiting to start for almost 3 months, so I've had enough relaxation. Next week I will fly to UK for my big event-graduation. Though the trip is short, I wanna meet as many friends as I can within a week. And to quite a few places as well: Boston, oxford, stratford-upon-avon & London of course. Just wanna say something to some friends who's still looking for jobs:all u need is patience(lots). Because I believe that all of my friends can find a decent job! Time schedule: Week starting from 9th March: Look for an apartment, buy furniture, settle down in HK. 14th-21st March: in the UK for graduation. 23rd March onwards: first job as Research Analyst starts... GOOD LUCK TO ME... 12月24日 Merry Christmas Christmas comes again, it's just a normal day for me. But when I saw the pictures in last Christmas, I missed snowy Christmas so much. Yah u r right, new year and Christmas should be in a cold weather. I feel like counting down in London, but I bet there are not many chances any more. Coz I finished my school life in London. I have to say, last year in London was my happiest time. I guess it's coz I started to learn to enjoy life there with many friends. To everyone, MERRY CHRISTMAS!  11月7日 ThanksgivingJust received a phone call yesterday from Li&fung group and I was informed that I was offered a place there. Finally...It took them so long to interview me and look for right positions for me. But I do appreciat that. Hope that I will enjoy the work. Although It's the 1 year's contract and it's only probation, I think it's still a good chance coz I will be free to look for other jobs when the contract terminates. Anyway, good luck to me and good luck to all of my friends who's looking for a job! U'll get what u want! 10月29日 Fighting fighting I know it's hard, but I will try my BEST, fight with the reality and fight for the bright future! SU SU!!!  9月20日 HK tripIt's my HK Itinerary (10th Sep-16th Sep) Day 1: Go to HK airport to pick up baobei Day 2: Go to Lantau Island: Take the Ngong Ping 360 Cable Car from Tung Chung Station Visit Po Lin Monastery & Giant Buddha Go to Mongkok to buy Canon Lens. Have dinner with Philip at the peak Day 3 HK Disneyland Day 4 Ocean Park Eat dinner with Luke at Central, and go to Avenue of Stars, A Symphony of lights SHOW Day 5-Mid autumn's day Meet Sweety at Causeway bay. Victoria park for mid autumn’s festival, meet Luke afterwards, visit his place Day 6 Macau-St. Paul's, buy dry pork, etc. Day 7 Baobei is going back home P.S. please send me emails rather than leave me offline messages...coz Apple macbook doesn't really support msn functions...sigh... 9月9日 It's not always good to plan ahead!I have booked 5 nights' hotel in HK City G***** Hotel through an agent Ctrip. Well, I thought it's better to book them in advance as I might get them cheaper and it insures the stays in HK.
U know what I found today in the same website? Same numbers of nights, same type of rooms, same hotel, same agent, the prices has dropped a lot!!! And the more angry thing is, it seems the only hotel that has reduced that much! Why me? Sigh...I called the agent up, apparently those fools can do nothing abt it. So I emailed the hotel to complain this issue. I don't know why this hotel does this coz as a customer, I will definitely feel unfair and being played. In my opinion, good hotels' prices must not fluctuate that much coz they need to ensure the quality of the service. The differences are not just a little bit, it's more than 1 night's fare, almost 1,000 HKD...Sh*t! I know I shouldn't swear, but I couldn't even change the booking as they will charge me cancellation fee, which is quite a lot.
Next time, I won't plan ahead that early...coz "changes" are always quicker than "plans"!!!
I've learnt a lesson now... 9月7日 New Status: I finish Master, and I am joblessThe most frequent and also the the most annoying question I've ever heard lately is that "When will you start working?" At first, I'm willing to answer that question. "Oh I'm still looking for jobs in HK or Singapore, coz I just finish dissertation." Later on, I found out that I kinda lost patience to even answer it. What's wrong with me? Sometimes I don't really want to see many old friends, coz I need to keep them updated since the time when I went to UK for study 5 years ago. Sigh... It's even worse when I see my parents' friends. It seems a shame that I didn't start working right after I finish Master. Well, I need some rest. Believe it or not, I haven't got any rest in my student life. In the summer of 2003, I was supposed to have a long long 3 months' holiday after National Examination for Colleges and Universities. By that time, however, I've got student visa for UK already. So I headed to UK 10 days after I finished the last subject of the Exam. In 2004's summer, it's the only time I've got a chance to relax a little bit as I finished UK's exam for colleges and universities. But I didn't do much in that summer coz I didn't have much memories of that summer.
In the summer of 2005, I did operation for appendix removal. Therefore, I didn't even have a good summer...But I'm glad I had such an opportunity to sit down and learnt to make paper flowers. I did a short internship in 2006's summer in HK. 2007's summer is the memory in London as I stayed there for internship. So...now, 2008's summer, I might wanna do something to celebrate the completion of my study life.hehe.
You might wonder what happened to my previous summer holidays... Well, u know Chinese primary schools and middle schools have got so many extra curricular activities even during weekends and holidays. We didn't have many vacations before. In the so-called vacation, we had so much homework to do...Well, I did have a great time in the school's wind band. It was a pain but right now when I look back, it's actually an unforgetable memory. I'm really proud of the band and I felt so touched when all of us performed a song after many practices. It's such a great teamwork! hehehehehe
Will change my status soon I guess. I need to cherish the time that I have nothing to do. Shouldn't complain really.
9月3日 PersistenceNo matter what will happen, I will persist in my faith. As Miumiu said, persistence is the first step to success. Susu! 8月28日 My Disneyland Dream
Since I have been to the Paris Disneyland with baobei last time, I started to think it must be a good idea to go to all of the Disneyland to complete the journey. The next most possible one would be the Hong Kong's Disneyland, though I'm not expecting much from it. (Coz my dad told me it's not fun,haha!) Well I guess he doesn't really like those games, plus he didn't go there with me,hehe! After that, I might go to the Japanese one coz I really wanna travel to Japan sometime. I have no idea when I will finish the whole Disneyland journey though. But I feel lucky that I can take my future children to there as well, which increases the possibility.
I found out people (no matter who they are) will always complain about life even that they are living comfortably. It can be concluded that human beings are all greedy. We ask for more if we satisfied the previous wants. That's why I'm complaining when I'm writing dissertation, I'm complaining when I finished whole master and doing nothing, and I'm sure I might complain when I start working. Sigh........ I need to learn to be content with my lot coz I will feel happier if I do that. haha
8月19日 To survive in szI found out tonight that I got the tan in my face...Omg, again...I tanned really quickly in the sun, especially sun in Shenzhen. I remembered that I only walked in the sun for no more than 15 minutes today!!! How come??? Next time, I'll put Sunguard when I'm out and also buy an UV protection umbrella.
Well, please forgive me that I might be so bored, coz I concluded some survival principles in shenzhen:
1. bring umbrella all the time (for sunny days and rainy days)
2.the exposure of your body to sunlight is very harmful so put Sunguard on every inch of skin
3. bring a very tough handbag (not very expensive one, in case you'll be robbed)- I have never been robbed maybe coz I always bring my ugly bags out,haha
4.learn how to bargain- When I saw a foreigner bargaining for dvds today, I was about to help him out,but his manderine is surprisingly fluent!!! He got what he wants with a very good price. So always ask half price (or even more) of what seller asks for. Don't care when they scold u,hahahaha
5. I can't think of any now...
8月18日 My "realistic" dream carYesterday when I waved for a taxi, I saw a mini. The little cute shine color encouraged me to get a good job asap. Well, even though I have no idea how to drive yet, I thought of many kinds of cars that I might first have already. The first criteria is small and cute; second criteria is tough (coz I will be a new driver);third one is not too expensive. I am not so confident that I will have enough money to feed myself, pay the rent and feed my car baby at the same time, So...just wait and see. But...I will still try not to be dependant on my parents. I can do it! psI think I still not settle down yet... Hopefull I will know where I can work and when I can work soon... I can't imagine myself at work,hahaha!!! I hope I will not have any financial problem later..  8月16日 sunriseI probably have the jet lag, woke up at 5:30am this morning. It was still dark and I felt lost. My heart hurts a lot coz I don't know what will gonna happen next. Had a really good dream last night, but it made me felt more empty when I woke up. Hehe, I saw "Bu ku" hiding under the pillow, he seemed reluctant to wake up.
From now on, I will occupy myself with loads of stuff. Keeping myself busy is the best way I guess. Sunrise means start of a day,hopefullly it will give me a good day! Thanks dad for cooking me breakfast so early!!! New chapter of life: Bu kuIt's always sad to say goodbye, so I say "see u soon" this time. Last journey took me 12 hours, with "bu ku" accompanied. "Bu ku" is a little seal doll that baobei gave me as a gift. The doll is so cute and small that I decide to hug him every night,haha!
I thought I was brave enough to face this "waving goodbye" situation, but I couldn't help crying in the plane when I watched movie. When I heard the main character talked to the girl he loved "I don't know what I gonna do without you", tears bursted...Luckily, it was so dark in the plane, otherwise I will be very embarrassed. Imagine a young lady holding a DOLL crying silently in the plane, thank god everyone was sleeping at that time...hehe
But I'm gonna be very brave and I do believe that it will be a new chapter of my life, the life with Bu ku all around. I am contented already, have so many happy memories with u. Kid teung mak mak!
8月13日 生命中无法承受之轻将要离开，不想跟所有朋友说再见，因为那种感觉不好受，我总相信，会有再次见到的机会，在世界任何角落。不会说太多话，只想说，不管以后你们在哪里，都要take care, 伦敦因为有你们，变成可爱！
p.s.
毛你要收心好好写论文啦，回来找我！
feifei你也照顾自己，take care!
polly你要加油稳工稳佬，哈哈！
晓梦我应该好快见到你噶啦！
水鱼虽然我们好久不见，但是我也还是很关心你近况的，多跟我update啊！
还有很多很多朋友，珍重！
Pencil 7月25日 Haven't been here for a while...Seems that I haven't updated for a long long while...Well...I am torturing coz I still got a dissertation to go...I'm lucky that we'll finish soon, in a week's time!!! We need a holiday, and we deserve that.
Don't wanna think about anything in the near future, and will never know what will happen. Just cherish what I have right now, right? Well, I guess it's always easier to say it than actually do it.
Anyway, after dissertation, I wanna go to travel to 1. Cambridge(I never been there^^), 2. Oxford(it was the first place when I came to UK), 3. Boston(Shelly's place), 4. Lake District (I heard that it's quite nice), 5. Alton Tower (If I can ask more ppl to go), 6. London eye and Boat trip in River Thames........within 2 weeks!!!
Ganbadie! Susu! Add oil! Azaaza! Dissertation gogoGO!!! 4月15日 乱七八糟从威尔士回来似乎都没有总结过，去那里为了看看我姐还有姐夫，他们对我真是照顾有加，天天有好吃的，在那里没几天啊，就吃了达卤面，香辣螃蟹，还是新鲜钓的哦~~~番茄牛肉，酸辣土豆丝，溜溜段，南乳鸡，还有他housemate弄的蚂蚁上树，京酱肉丝什么的
想到就流口水啊~~~在那里度假度到都忘了所以了。忘了说了呢，大堂姐刚刚生了小女儿哦，我成了小姨鲁，我一定会好好疼她好好爱她的~~~回来参加完火炬护航后，还有一些大大小小的聚会，之后才发觉该跟英格兰说再见了，不舍，总有些，只是忙碌让我暂时不去想这个。回去之前想去温莎堡，苏格兰看看，还有剑桥哦~~千万别笑话我，我来英国那么多年好多地方都没去过，总觉得有时间，有机会呢~~
我在想，是不是人到了一定年龄（虽然小女子还是很young滴），总会想一些婚嫁的事情？因为我现在对象的人影都不见一个，我却还会想这些问题。不知道以后的他是什么样子呢？反正是一定要疼我的啦~~~还有就是性格好，斯文，白白净净，高大，阳光......越说越离谱了，再重申一次，这么多年没拍拖，不是对男人有阴影，也不是我眼界太高，只是没遇到罢了，命运自有安排的。再加上现在这个关键时候，我不想有个牵挂，不想因为这么个人改变了未来的去向，影响我所有的决定~~~哈哈，慢慢得开始懂得要对自己好好的~~~
最后无聊测了下最近自己的爱情运，结果如下：在本周，天秤座单身的朋友，本周你将可以好好把握机会，建议你可以多到热闹的场合走走，将有机会来场不错的爱情邂逅，值得一提的时，周五倘若遇见好对象就赶紧行动，千万别因为平常犹豫再三的毛病而耽误了时机。而约会最好的时间已经过了，当时我要么就是在地铁要么就是在学校cafe吃东西~~~哎呀~
4月3日 晕~~这个日志居然又好用了！！！天哪，之前不能在这里发表日志，于是搬家了，现在这里居然又好用了。。。咋回事捏？？？都要晕了，这几天都在威尔士我堂姐这里瞎混，作业都快忘了写，天天大鱼大肉，还有葱姜蟹这种宵夜吃，多谢我的姐夫啦~~~昨天还陪我姐去曼城逛了一下，对她来说，总算是满载而归 快回伦敦了，我也要快快写好作业然后交了它~~~回去就开始要复习啦~~~10月9日 开始懂了睁开眼，看到一片漆黑，听到淅淅沥沥的雨声，伦敦又下雨了~~记得summer每次下雨总会有那么一些小伤感，今年的伦敦夏天刚好又是那么的反常。是自己心理作用吗？感觉天在嘲笑我，在替我哭泣，替我悲哀。我只是恨自己，为什么变得不是自己了，变得不知所以，没有方向，像只无头苍蝇。
不喜欢昨晚的熙熙攘攘，让我看尽人间百态，不，应该是人间丑态，淋漓尽致的。顿然感到恶心，那根本不是我们的世界，不是吗？记忆的空白，不真实的自己，即使没有酒精，也变得陌生起来。是我把自己弄丢了吗？如果是，那又是什么时候的事情？昨晚的party一直在找人和照顾人之中度过，人挤人，人踩人，人盯人，人撞人。。。很抱歉无暇顾及所有的朋友，因为实在有些混乱~~~
当Genie跟我说，明天起来给我打电话，让我好好开导你！我的鼻子一阵酸。早上Tina给我电话时说她不开心的时候就会跑去喂鸭子，用硬硬的面包砸鸭子，会很开心的~我想到电影《About a boy》里面的小孩把他妈妈做给他的面包拿去砸鸭子的场景，就咯咯地笑了起来，脸上的泪却不停地往下掉。。。这个不是委屈，是感动，真的。妈妈今天再次打电话来了，她说今天是我农历生日，我说那是昨天，不过都一样，因为我又大了一岁，谢谢妈妈赐给我生命，我会好好爱惜自己的~~~傻婆Yen 和hehao,谢谢你们俩的陪同，不然我们几个都不知道怎么办呢，很喜欢看着你们甜蜜的样子，让人感觉很安心，很有安全感，你们一定要幸福哦~~
其实烦恼是自己找的，所以快乐也是要自己去寻求的，希望自己能跟去年一样有颗坚定的心和坚强的心，我要快快把迷路的自己找回来，因为是时候要回家了，姐妹们，你们也快点回来吧~~~ 10月6日 随想天气变得很凉，从我回来那天起，生活变得很充实，曾经觉得自己再也没有心情去任何party，却不知不觉去了好几个，那里不是自己的世界，似乎只是宣泄的地方，跳舞，喝酒，大声叫，放肆地笑，有时候站在角落看着蹦跳的人群，观察着不同形态的人，想象着不同的故事情节，也会是很好玩的~~~不明白女孩子为什么要短裙，高跟鞋，男孩子就不用，昨晚我在寒风中瑟瑟发抖，我觉得下辈子不能当女人了
 今天去selfridges花了好多胖子在很基本的化妆品上，想当年我是看都不看一眼的~~~暑假的时候爸爸说女儿怎么变得越来越爱美了，妈妈说那是很正常的，都那么大了~~去完下个星期一的那个party就不要再去了。。。当然除了生日party，今年还是要乖乖呆在家里~~ling说看到我感觉我不太开心的样子，我说我只是在worrying，到现在还是没有任何定下来的感觉，没有下定找工作的勇气，没有那种坚定的意志，没有那种passion的感觉，我不会老了吧？虽然我自信我的心理年龄还是很幼稚的，但有时候看到那么一点点皱纹的时候真的有些危机感，天哪，要赶快保养啦，不然的话。。。今天去了jj的good bye party，他看上去很开心换了新工作，我觉得只要开心就好，如果一直对工作不满意的话也是蛮痛苦的事情。后来我们一堆人去了loungelover bar，那里的cocktail真的很不错，而且我看那里比较适合情侣或者potential情侣，因为满浪漫的。呵呵~今晚喝了些小酒，本来就过敏的可能会更严重了，晕~我现在发现了一个喝多了人的共同点，就是都爱打电话给人家，胡扯些乱七八糟的东西，有时候打着打着还可能会哭，我还没试过，想试一下，宣泄一下还蛮过瘾的，所以如果下一次谁要是接到我电话听到不明所以，可以敷衍地安慰一下我，我会很感激的。或者直接关机防止我的骚扰，哈哈~~
最后提一下，十月真是芥菜的季节啊。。。  9月7日 失眠的痛苦回来的日子好短，之前觉得肯定足够了，没想到自己每天早上都是在梦中度过，这样就白白浪费了大半天时间，晚上的时间还要想尽办法让自己入眠，昨晚就比较可怜，到了凌晨4点我还是睡意全无，于是发短信给英国的朋友们去骚扰他们，接着自己的肚子咕咕叫了起来，然后实在无聊，翻出以前高中的日记本，看看2001年的同一天我都在干什么，补课，统考，天天想着怎么冲去饭堂吃饭，想着乱七八糟的事情，哈哈~~~点心先生说it will a very long time before I look back.其实对大家来说都是一样，怀旧固然美好，但是很多时候向前看似乎更实在更积极，过去的就让他过去~~~带着乐观的心去迎接未来，带着希望去等待，人会快乐些吧？很多时候失眠，会让人思考更多，领悟更多，也许这也是好事。。。 9月6日 i swear...昨晚跟妈妈去做足部按摩（穿了两个多月高跟鞋，脚趾都长泡了）的时候，多多少少跟我妈顶了一下嘴，妈妈严厉地跟我说：“你去英国怎么大手大脚的，你看看某某某的女儿，她就不会，很节省......（省略了大部分）你不能跟别人比，知道吗？不能.....不能......”听到我好委屈，我大声地说：“我没有，你去问问我同学我有没有。。。”不过说什么都没用，她没见过， 而且她有这个不好的印象肯定是我什么做法给她的。我知道我该反省了，很多时候一高兴，真的觉得自己花钱如流水，视金钱如粪土，尤其在伦敦，明明觉得没干什么，但是荷包就悄无声息地瘦了下来。挣钱容易存钱难啊。我是得反省了，不要需要的不需要的都花，不要依着心情花，心情好和不好似乎都有理由。。。不要受不住诱惑，不要无节制......我发誓，不管明年做工还是学习，我都不能再像以前那样了，要有原则，是你的就是你的，不是你的不能贪小便宜，遵循妈妈的教诲，给自己暗暗下一个目标，有个小小的存储~~~我知道妈妈是看不到我这篇傻乎乎的誓言的了。不管怎样，希望自己能约束自己，要了解钱是来之不易的，看我那么辛苦早出晚归，天天要对着电脑屏幕，挣的钱估计刚好够自己花的吧~~~这个现状不能维持，不能天天被妈妈甚至是姨妈唠叨“你很能花”...想长远些，这样下去我以后怎么持家啊？？？  So Lord,plz take my word... |
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